I think i became shallow cuz my gf gained a few pounds so she broke up with me?

she gained like 25 pounds and i started treating her bad even tho i still love her i use to not resist her and wen she gained weight i treatd her like dirt,,, i think she feels thats why i chnged to i know it sounds bad but i just wanted her to lose the weight back even tho ii never even brought the weight thing up...is she onn take me back?